DEAR MY TINY BLOG- sadness through hapiness

days through day..my life just like a ordinary people..i was in the spirit of my love..talk about my lover...hard to say because my heart fully not belong with me..i do not know really well about myself..and its hard to say when we are already 5 years.every single moment i feel like nothing.still mish him until the end..Myself is like hanging here n there thingking only about human around me and they are totally not thingking about me actually..the gurl is sad n the gurl is happy..not everyone notice that..feel lonely...cannot go through happiness and must go through sadness alone..hoping hoping and .hoping..mind is on my study!!FOCUS is correct words but a girl like me like to be take care off everytime...