i have just wrote a little letter for u to hear what my heart just said.....
having friend like u is very honorable for me ...
having u beside me is just a big happiness for me...
through u i got smthing that i can see my soul...
appreciate u is my job now
BUT
u hve gone
i could not even said THANK YOU!!!
there is a gap between us that we could not prevent it.....
hope u will be there in my fantasy world
still there beside me....
regret for making u come inside my silly life....
my life is just a suck life that only white n without any beautiful color...
im sory fren
since u hve title of being fren of mine
i fill u with all my problem
i dint concern about ur heart...
MIND ME FREN....
last word
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
and
THANK YOU
<3
loved
nfah <3
dear fren...
BalasPadamIf what U wrote is really true,..
I'm glad to be that person,..
I never thought u consider me like that..
it was never ur fault that it happen...
it was me all of this thing happen...
I'm so sorry cause I'm being so selfish..
I'm so sorry cause I have made U feel like this..
I'm so sorry cause I don't know how to appreciate..
I'm so sorry cause I drag U along into a problem that i created...
I'm sorry cause being a looser that can't prevent that gap..
when i make this decision I thought already know what I'm gonna lose,...
but when I read ur letter I realized that I lossing more than I ever knew..
I don't know if it's already late to undo the damage..
but however I hope it didn't take ur smiles away..
after all this I'm hopping u still consider me as that fren.. cause rite now I'm trying to make everything normal as always again,.. just need to ease my mind for a while,.. hopefully I can make it..
~~~~~~farah I'm really sorry for all this~~~~~~